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Crossroads,
Oh how I’ve tried to sway my desert roads away from you.
I have tried.
I have died.
Traveled through heaven and hell,
finding no place in either side,
for a soul such as mine.
In the night,
I ride a mustang darker
than the devils eyes,
faster than an angel flies.
So I ride.
I will fly.
Dressed in an immortal disguise.
I feel them trying to track me down, Heavens warriors,
led by Hell’s own hounds.
I will not be found.
Until my bones lie in the ground.
My soul will far be gone.
Turned in to the deserts own lost song. Guiding the lost through the night.
I will be the dawns new light.
For them I will always fight.
In the crossroads,
drenched in sin,
where my souls salvation did begin.
As I see it, each day is a gift. What you do with it is completely up to you. Life is a precious thing. Worth every trial, every heartache. The future is being built with today’s actions. With the past fueling the fire to complete our dreams and desires.
Finally on my way to long hair again. So far this year has brought me a new apartment, (first alone with my fiance!), an amazing new job, (building the largest plane yet to exist), which is the cherry on the top, and my health is stable (knock on wood). Praying the years brings a mellow path ahead. Chasing dreams pay off sometimes. Never ever give up on something you love. Time is the only obstacle if you never give up.
The fear of change
The unknowns dark mist
Wondering if it all
Will bring the final bliss
Or leave you alone
To burn in the flames
Of all that you knew
All your untouched dreams
To be loved fully and unconditionally and get you through anything. I am so blessed to have found such a love. It has grown into more than I ever knew possible. Letting go of fears and insecurities opened me up to the warmth it can bring. Burns hotter than the sun. I wonder if I deserve such a thing sometimes. He deserves so much more than I am right now. But, every day I am becoming a better person, a stronger person because of my love for him. He loved me through some hard times. I will love him through eternity. Hold on to true love folks. Because when its meant to be, it is worth the wait. Never settle for anything less.
This was taken exactly three years ago. That night sparked something I never knew could possibly exist. Over the last year’s especially, it has grown into something of destiny. He is the greatest blessing ever bestowed upon me. I am lucky to be engaged to such a man. An inspiration to me really. In two short weeks our lives together truly start. And I couldn’t be happier. True love is worth the wait. It shouldn’t be a chore. When its meant to be, it’ll work itself out.
Instead of building Drones, I will now get to build more prototype manned aircrafts! Which means I get to move back to the high desert with my fiance. I am excited and nervous to let go of the known for the unknown. But to be a part of aerospace history will be amazing. Hoping no bad news follows the good. For now, I celebrate the opportunity! Omnia causa fiunt!
One day I will live like the wind. I will gain back all I was, leaving behind any bad. I will be happy, full of spunk, energetic, and courageous. I will be the best possible me. The road is long, this I know. But I will do whatever it takes to be that free soul again. In the ashes of the past, we thrive. Growing into so much more. One day I will become my own Northern Star. Guiding me into the salvation of the light. Welcoming the darkest of nights. The road to reason will set me free. Something of a Destiny.
Lost in my Sorrows
My mind caving in
With your hand upon mine
The dawning begins
The light reaches my eyes
My thoughts become clear
All my worries wash away
along with my fears
The look in your eyes
tells me those days are gone
The warmth of your heart
Is my new life’s own dawn
You found me half broken
So torn and so lost
Still you gave me a chance
Fates coin you did toss
I thought I knew
What love was like
Until the day you came
and showed me this life
Like seeing the sunrise
with a new set of eyes
I shed my armor,
my worn out disguise
The burdens I carried
I felt their release
For the first time in years
my mind is at peace
All it took was a touch
of your welcoming hand
Then loves swift wings
guided me, into
my own Promised Land.
