Finally on my way to long hair again. So far this year has brought me a new apartment, (first alone with my fiance!), an amazing new job, (building the largest plane yet to exist), which is the cherry on the top, and my health is stable (knock on wood). Praying the years brings a mellow path ahead. Chasing dreams pay off sometimes. Never ever give up on something you love. Time is the only obstacle if you never give up.
Divide the night into a divine puzzle,
shattered into pieces to create a new dazzling view.
Take what you want, to become what you need.
As you delicately place each piece,
threading together a beautiful destiny.
The moon becomes the guiding light,
as each star is lined making life seem finally bright.
Galaxies are placed and planets
give such a mysterious strength.
Like shattered glass reflects our broken,
but not lost, dreams.
As the last piece makes it whole,
we shed our disguise.
Left innocent and completely pure.
Accepting that our burdens have been lifted.
Through the shattered times a phoenix has risen.
When I think of love, I see your lips.
I feel my heart beat faster than a humming bird flies, as you move them towards mine. I feel the electricity surge through my entire body, shocking me with life each time my heart whispers your name. When I look into your eyes I see a perfect future. Bathed in the warmth of your presence. Each breathe you take fills me with enough courage to take on the world. I envy you. Because all the love inside me was made for you and only you. Though the love you have inside burns bright enough to melt the sun, I know one day we will have to move on. Together, our love is eternal, immortal. It will be written in stone. The stars above will be drenched in our love. When the future generations look into the sky at night, they will be told the story of a love that was too strong for this world. A love with no bounds. That grew and grew until it could no longer be contained. And when the day came for us to shed our human forms, the love exploded into the sky, forming the Lovers Stars. As it shot into the sky, bits fell down like rain, absorbing into the earth and wandering souls whose search for love would finally soon be found. We will become love. Leaving behind hope. Hope, like love, is never lost. My love for you is still being written in the stars.
The ice cold blade of Death
Teases me
As He runs his fingers
down my spine
Whispering to me,
You’ll be mine in time
Shivering through my naked core
Seeing life
Through the eyes of Death
I am home
Sick satisfaction
Comes with feeling wanted
Needing His touch
He lights my soul on fire
Such sadistic desire
Knowing when I awake
An empty shell awaits
So I savour
Every second with
My pitiful lifes taker
The darkness’ own maker
Letting the ice
Flow through my vacant heart
I will follow Him
Into this eternal dark
I will throw a rope around the moon, just to be alone with you. I will catch a star, steal a car, to dance tonight with you. If the love I have could be measured, it would rip the seams of space and time. I would fill the sun with endless love just to know you’re mine. I will dance the dance that makes it rain to keep you entertained. I will build a house into a home, just to sleep next to you. In my dreams your kiss is the fire that burns my eager soul. In the end of time it is our story that will be told. With your hand in mine, our hearts intertwined, It’s with you I want to grow old. I will jump into the sun, as my world comes undone, just to spend my life with you.
Crossroads,
Oh how I’ve tried to sway my desert roads away from you.
I have tried.
I have died.
Traveled through heaven and hell,
finding no place in either side,
for a soul such as mine.
In the night,
I ride a mustang darker
than the devils eyes,
faster than an angel flies.
So I ride.
I will fly.
Dressed in an immortal disguise.
I feel them trying to track me down, Heavens warriors,
led by Hell’s own hounds.
I will not be found.
Until my bones lie in the ground.
My soul will far be gone.
Turned in to the deserts own lost song. Guiding the lost through the night.
I will be the dawns new light.
For them I will always fight.
In the crossroads,
drenched in sin,
where my souls salvation did begin.
The warmth I’ve searched my life for, was found with your arms. The warmth that the holidays bring. The peace and happiness of feeling truly at home. I found that one winter night, in the form of bright blue eyes and a welcoming smile. A sparkle that was made for only me. I saw everything I wanted to be in your eyes that night. A smile escaped my lips that only you could bring. And years later the fire that was lit, has grown brighter than the sun. The warmth you bring to me lightens my very soul. Though distance may come between us at times, it is in your arms, I know I’m finally home.
As I see it, each day is a gift. What you do with it is completely up to you. Life is a precious thing. Worth every trial, every heartache. The future is being built with today’s actions. With the past fueling the fire to complete our dreams and desires.
The fear of change
The unknowns dark mist
Wondering if it all
Will bring the final bliss
Or leave you alone
To burn in the flames
Of all that you knew
All your untouched dreams
